By Janet Newman*
When the floodwaters rose up
covering the plain with mirrors and veils
our backyards looked like other people’s
and the roads we drove failed under rivers
that seemed to have been there longer than we had.
Belongings stacked on pool tables sagged.
Sixteen sand bags might as well have been a cache of illegal toheroas
for all the good they could muster
against the weight of water
spilling over the stopbanks.
When the floodwaters rose up
we sank down
into our steamed-up cars if we could find them,
our fire-warmed lounges if we could reach them,
watching the rain gauge, the tide times,
the insurance claim, the surge line.
We wrote everything down in the record books
but the numbers didn’t look like much
because we’d stopped feeling
like we were the ones who counted.
When the floodwaters rose up
we sank back down to the bush
and the powelliphanta snails
and the katipo
clinging to waterlogged webs
and peketua, paddling,
holding up their heads.
*Flood was first published in Atlanta Review (New Zealand) Spring/Summer 2017 and is republished here with kind permission of the editor.